No One

Ever wondered how lonely I might feel? How I don't have any of you? How the thought of future terrifies me to the point I prefer not to see it, not picture it, I can't even talk about.

Cuz no one exists in it. N I can only cry about it at night after for example you dudged me just to avoid being touched by me.

N it's just not you. Everyone does it in a way. N tonight I didn't expect it to be a family. N I didn't know my heart could break once again, but I guess here it is.

The future holds no one, n I hold no one's hand. I only bear the cup of the age of aquarius - alone, on my own, with no one to be seen.